Lyrics

Venus and the Horse

I think about Venus as she shines above me
Does she guide me? Or is she leading me astray?
Either way I get restless this time of year
I’m so full of fear
I wish I was open
Instead I build walls
Safety nets for when I fall
Friends and lovers
Sister and Mother
I could kiss them and tell them it’s over
But it’s not what they want to hear
And it’s not what I want to say
Because it’s not how I feel and I’m searching
I’m searching for something that can never be real
I’m searching for lyrics
I’m searching for song
I’m searching for love
Tell me what can go wrong?

I can’t be bought or sold
Sometimes I lose control
Sometimes I feel like there is someone living inside my head
I can’t be bought or sold
Sometimes I lose control
Sometimes I feel like there is someone living inside my head

As Venus moves I stand corrected
I’m not depressed I’m just dejected
I call my friend but she rejected
I guess we’re not as close as I expected
I went for a walk and met a horse today
I said “Hello” and then he neighed
I stroked his face and he backed away
Why does life have to be this way?
A question appeared inside my head
Do you want to grow old? Or do you wish you were dead?
Today it’s the former or is it the latter?
I don’t care because it don’t really matter
Because its not how I feel and I’m searching
I’m searching for something that can never be real
I’m searching for lyrics
I’m searching for song
I’m searching for love
Tell me what can go wrong?

I can’t be bought or sold
Sometimes I lose control
Sometimes I feel like there is someone living inside my head
I can’t be bought or sold
Sometimes I lose control
Sometimes I feel like there is someone living inside my head

Whose that inside my head?
Whose that inside my head?
Whose that inside my head?
I think I'm better off dead